Year 2007

this has been a worst year for me in my life... nothing goes smooth, everythings goes wrong.. Worst is that the one i love most left me... really a unmemorable year for me...

been real busy last few weeks... celerabratin meixian and yizheng's birthday, friends came to singapore for tour, zhiming and his gf's anniversary and so on... alot pictures taken but am unable to post them up cuz zhiming's gf till now still yet to email me the pics... a happenin month for me but feels very lonely...

Spent a LARGE SUM of $$$ on both of my PCs.. upgraded both to so-call godly stage... and also bought the Call of Duty 4 under the influence of edmund.. it's a damn good game, juz cant stop playing it.. btw, am currently top rank already.. feel abit bored, waiting for ppl to call me for challenge.. haha..

i'm going to take up bike and car license after i get my pay.. am saving money now for my new car at the end of 2008.. hehe...

anyway, i wont be going to canada anymore due to some problem in immigration side.. i'm unable to apply until i finish my job in army.. and even till then i apply, i need to wait ard 2 years till i get reply if i'm being accepted... so next year after i leave, i'm gonna start business with my dad, he's now planning and working on it.. so next year after i leave the force, it's about time the business starts..

out of sudden my mom wans to add a dog in the family.. they are lookin for one now... i'm still tryin my best to pyscho them to buy a pomeranian... already have a name for it in my mind but was rejected immediately... the name was -> "hotdog".. sound nice rite? just dunno y they cant accept it...

Officially started my physical training... am going back to my FIT body built... Reason? no for any one or to attract any gals, juz for the purpose of tattoos.. i'm gonna fill my body with arts.. i love tattoo.. i dun care wat u guys thinks.. i dun give a damn on how u look at me also.. haha... below are the tattoos in my mine tht i wanna have it on..

am gonna link this below my current tattoo

am gonna have it on my left leg



gonna be up on my chest soon



gonna invert in to my RIGHT arm mergin with my current tattoo

Loneliness

Hai~~ Just went to see "her" blog again.. i keep telling myself not to see her blog but i juz cant control myself and keep reading it at least once per day.. everytime seeing new post of her being so happy wif her bf, i feel so heart pain.. even if tht's so, i still cant stop myself from readin it... i dunno y... till now, everynight still havin a hard time slpin... whenever i closed my eyes, her image just appears... i juz cant forget her... i still love her... watever things i do now, keep remindin me of her... feel real heart pain...

6yrs nvr celerbrate christmas alone... this comin christmas is my first festival alone... i dunno how am i going to survive thru it..

To all those couples out there... treasure wat u hav and secure it... dun be like me... it's too late to regret now..

I still remember one of my friend use to tell me this.. What ever happens, Life goes on... till now i'm still livin memories... i still LOVE her...

Hyper Tired...

Thought after NDP can have a good rest.. but NO!!!! now, kenna OPS till 23Nov... wah lan... they really wan my life ar?? i'll die early... too many stuff to do this few weeks... i really tired liao... i really going to be crazy liao... but this weekend quite enjoyful... cuz got friend come to singapore then most of my ingame friend went for outing... really enjoy alot... too bad all jokers dunno how to use camera one... whole 2 days outing only took 1 pic... very jia lat leh... after this week i'm a free man lo... can enjoy lo.... wahahaha....

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Lucky today i was only half day work... reach home ard 2pm.. when i open the door i was SHOCKED... my sis is trying to commit suicide... she turned on all the gas at home close all the window... she told me something happened between she and her bf... i damn heart pain seeing her like tht... she's slping now... whole day got to look after her... love really can hurt alot... you wont understand it unless u encounter it before... SAD~~

阿沁 - 其實還愛你

Turning point

Finally my life is reaching a turning point... A MAJOR turning point... after went thru so much shit in my work, finally i get to post to somewhere relax, no more midnight calls from office, no more weekend burn, no more meeting and OT till super LATE night.. at last i'm free... but.. ALONE.... "she" seems very happy wif her new life now... much much happier then when she's wif me.. hai~~ wat to do? i'm just a lousy bf... nvm~~~ now my life is changing... dunno is it from good to worst? or worst to good... but now all i waiting is for the reply from migration side... once confirm, my new life will begin... maybe it's gonna be worst then now.. who noes??? but i tell myself 1 thing... this is my final chance... i got to go all the way out...

but 1 thing for sure is, no more relationship is gonna happen in my life again... dun trust love anymore.... now the only thing i trust is MONEY and Result...

Nothing else matters....

Devil within me is coming out... no one will wan to c it... but too bad... that's me... no more hiding inside.. i'm gonna release all out.. in order to success, i'm gonna be a Devil...

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Hell Period

Y does all bad things happens at the same time?? Stupid LAB inspection coming this week.. Weekend burned, body break down still gotta work.. when body starts to recover, wat come next is... A PAIR OF SWOLLEN EYES.. wah kao.. really suay like hell.. and the stupid match of Newcastle vs Tottenham makes me lost $$$... hai~~ life still move on.. time nvr wait for me.. but the happy thing to look forward is the end of year trip coming soon... and one more good news is...... i got extra bonus on NOV'07.. wahahaha... can buy PS3 lo.... HOPE tonight's Liverpool's match dun disappoint me... am really suprised that arsenal won 7-0.. tht's insane... ok i got to go pray for liverpool's victory tonight... *gonez...

*update.. while i was posting this new post, my mom told me a good news... i strike 4D... hahah.. won $60. not bad... and the winning no is my "ex"s hp no...

我真的受伤了 by张学友

周華健 - 讓我歡喜讓我憂

我的心声

Body Limits

After 7-8 days of non-stop daily heavy drnking, my body finally surrendered... now am having fever, sore throat, running nose, serious muscle aching and cramps... wanted to have a good saturday rest, but tomolo morning i still got to go back to work... hai~~~ after posted to this camp really non-stop works keep coming... no matter how busy i'am, everything i do still somehow let me think of her... hai~~ really regret tht i neglected her so much last time... it's already too late now to say all this... but I STILL MISS HER A LOT...

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这首歌是为你而放的。。。

New Life

I was called up to CMPB for a interview regarding my army career today... and after the interview, i've decided to leave the force @ SEPT'08...
As for now, since i'm already single , i decided to migrate to Canada to start a new life. And now since there's nothing for me to worry about even i fail, i decided to start a business there, dunno how many time i'll fall in order for me to success, i wont give up... I'LL SUCCESS...

To my 4 millionaire brothers(Ah ben, Ricky, Alan and Johnathan),

Please please please go create a blog so i noe how u all are doing(try find time, if dunno how to make one, grab a kid and ask... nowaday kids are super pro on computer stuffs)..

Ah Ben -> i dun need you to lend me your ferrari to have a feel of driving a sport car, i'll OWN one myself... but really thnks for offering my tht project, it's not tht i dun like, just tht i wan to build my own business by my very own hands.. please understand...

Ricky -> i was shocked tht you called me yesterday and ask about me... i didnt noe tht you also noe wat happens to me... i only tell ah ben... but anyway, thnks for the concern... how's ur new life there? Ah girl how old already? email me some picture of her leh... when u coming back singapore?? long time nvr go out drink wif u le... if comin back give me a call.. if i busy also take urgent leave go fetch u...

Alan and Johnathan -> long time didnt contact both of u le.. but i heard from ah ben both ur business keep on growing.. alan, go find a woman and marry asap, i heard there's alot of babes going towards you is it? juz grab one and marry la... u also not young liao... johnathan, i'm very sorry tht i didnt turn up for your wedding but u are really one insane guy tht book the whole cruise 3 days for wedding... you think i alot of leave ar? anyway, when u gonna "make" one baby?? i wan be the godfather hor...

Anyway bros, thnks for your concern and support.. Trust me, i'll sure make it into your "millionaire" gang.. haha...


For all my brothers, sisters and friends,

thnks for helping me and there for me when i'm down... but now, it's time for me to really go do something... hope you all remember me... do call me when "miss" me.. if boring, always feel free to come canada find me... i'll bring u all go walk walk, provided i'm free... haha.. anyway take care all... i miss ya guys....

For her,

Hope you remain happy as always.. Good luck, take care and God bless...

Memories

My 6yrs relationship have ended... All my commitments towards this relationship somehow still end up like tht... anyway, i dun regret putting in 1000% for this relationship becuz she's the one i truely deeply love and she worth it... even this is the 2nd time she treated me like tht, i still wont blame her... thnks for giving me this wonderful 6yrs... i'm sry if i treated u badly or neglected you due to my work... but i wan u to noe tht i'm working so hard is to have a stable income so i can marry you without worries, i wont let you suffer... if this 6yrs being together wif me had brought u alot of painful memories, 请你忘了我...
Dunno if you are reading it anot, i juz wanna tell u, I LOVE YOU... i wish you all the best... hope u can be happy forever...

希望你比从前快乐。。。