Wednesday, October 31, 2007

阿沁 - 其實還愛你

Turning point

Finally my life is reaching a turning point... A MAJOR turning point... after went thru so much shit in my work, finally i get to post to somewhere relax, no more midnight calls from office, no more weekend burn, no more meeting and OT till super LATE night.. at last i'm free... but.. ALONE.... "she" seems very happy wif her new life now... much much happier then when she's wif me.. hai~~ wat to do? i'm just a lousy bf... nvm~~~ now my life is changing... dunno is it from good to worst? or worst to good... but now all i waiting is for the reply from migration side... once confirm, my new life will begin... maybe it's gonna be worst then now.. who noes??? but i tell myself 1 thing... this is my final chance... i got to go all the way out...

but 1 thing for sure is, no more relationship is gonna happen in my life again... dun trust love anymore.... now the only thing i trust is MONEY and Result...

Nothing else matters....

Devil within me is coming out... no one will wan to c it... but too bad... that's me... no more hiding inside.. i'm gonna release all out.. in order to success, i'm gonna be a Devil...

Thursday, October 25, 2007

Hip Hop World Challenge Best Of

Insane Hip hop Moves... That's Godly... Must Watch...

Wednesday, October 24, 2007

Hell Period

Y does all bad things happens at the same time?? Stupid LAB inspection coming this week.. Weekend burned, body break down still gotta work.. when body starts to recover, wat come next is... A PAIR OF SWOLLEN EYES.. wah kao.. really suay like hell.. and the stupid match of Newcastle vs Tottenham makes me lost $$$... hai~~ life still move on.. time nvr wait for me.. but the happy thing to look forward is the end of year trip coming soon... and one more good news is...... i got extra bonus on NOV'07.. wahahaha... can buy PS3 lo.... HOPE tonight's Liverpool's match dun disappoint me... am really suprised that arsenal won 7-0.. tht's insane... ok i got to go pray for liverpool's victory tonight... *gonez...

*update.. while i was posting this new post, my mom told me a good news... i strike 4D... hahah.. won $60. not bad... and the winning no is my "ex"s hp no...

Friday, October 19, 2007

Body Limits

After 7-8 days of non-stop daily heavy drnking, my body finally surrendered... now am having fever, sore throat, running nose, serious muscle aching and cramps... wanted to have a good saturday rest, but tomolo morning i still got to go back to work... hai~~~ after posted to this camp really non-stop works keep coming... no matter how busy i'am, everything i do still somehow let me think of her... hai~~ really regret tht i neglected her so much last time... it's already too late now to say all this... but I STILL MISS HER A LOT...

Wednesday, October 17, 2007

爱海滔滔 - 陈浩民

这首歌是为你而放的。。。

New Life

I was called up to CMPB for a interview regarding my army career today... and after the interview, i've decided to leave the force @ SEPT'08...
As for now, since i'm already single , i decided to migrate to Canada to start a new life. And now since there's nothing for me to worry about even i fail, i decided to start a business there, dunno how many time i'll fall in order for me to success, i wont give up... I'LL SUCCESS...

To my 4 millionaire brothers(Ah ben, Ricky, Alan and Johnathan),

Please please please go create a blog so i noe how u all are doing(try find time, if dunno how to make one, grab a kid and ask... nowaday kids are super pro on computer stuffs)..

Ah Ben -> i dun need you to lend me your ferrari to have a feel of driving a sport car, i'll OWN one myself... but really thnks for offering my tht project, it's not tht i dun like, just tht i wan to build my own business by my very own hands.. please understand...

Ricky -> i was shocked tht you called me yesterday and ask about me... i didnt noe tht you also noe wat happens to me... i only tell ah ben... but anyway, thnks for the concern... how's ur new life there? Ah girl how old already? email me some picture of her leh... when u coming back singapore?? long time nvr go out drink wif u le... if comin back give me a call.. if i busy also take urgent leave go fetch u...

Alan and Johnathan -> long time didnt contact both of u le.. but i heard from ah ben both ur business keep on growing.. alan, go find a woman and marry asap, i heard there's alot of babes going towards you is it? juz grab one and marry la... u also not young liao... johnathan, i'm very sorry tht i didnt turn up for your wedding but u are really one insane guy tht book the whole cruise 3 days for wedding... you think i alot of leave ar? anyway, when u gonna "make" one baby?? i wan be the godfather hor...

Anyway bros, thnks for your concern and support.. Trust me, i'll sure make it into your "millionaire" gang.. haha...


For all my brothers, sisters and friends,

thnks for helping me and there for me when i'm down... but now, it's time for me to really go do something... hope you all remember me... do call me when "miss" me.. if boring, always feel free to come canada find me... i'll bring u all go walk walk, provided i'm free... haha.. anyway take care all... i miss ya guys....

For her,

Hope you remain happy as always.. Good luck, take care and God bless...

Tuesday, October 16, 2007

Memories

My 6yrs relationship have ended... All my commitments towards this relationship somehow still end up like tht... anyway, i dun regret putting in 1000% for this relationship becuz she's the one i truely deeply love and she worth it... even this is the 2nd time she treated me like tht, i still wont blame her... thnks for giving me this wonderful 6yrs... i'm sry if i treated u badly or neglected you due to my work... but i wan u to noe tht i'm working so hard is to have a stable income so i can marry you without worries, i wont let you suffer... if this 6yrs being together wif me had brought u alot of painful memories, 请你忘了我...
Dunno if you are reading it anot, i juz wanna tell u, I LOVE YOU... i wish you all the best... hope u can be happy forever...

希望你比从前快乐。。。