Loneliness

Hai~~ Just went to see "her" blog again.. i keep telling myself not to see her blog but i juz cant control myself and keep reading it at least once per day.. everytime seeing new post of her being so happy wif her bf, i feel so heart pain.. even if tht's so, i still cant stop myself from readin it... i dunno y... till now, everynight still havin a hard time slpin... whenever i closed my eyes, her image just appears... i juz cant forget her... i still love her... watever things i do now, keep remindin me of her... feel real heart pain...

6yrs nvr celerbrate christmas alone... this comin christmas is my first festival alone... i dunno how am i going to survive thru it..

To all those couples out there... treasure wat u hav and secure it... dun be like me... it's too late to regret now..

I still remember one of my friend use to tell me this.. What ever happens, Life goes on... till now i'm still livin memories... i still LOVE her...

Hyper Tired...

Thought after NDP can have a good rest.. but NO!!!! now, kenna OPS till 23Nov... wah lan... they really wan my life ar?? i'll die early... too many stuff to do this few weeks... i really tired liao... i really going to be crazy liao... but this weekend quite enjoyful... cuz got friend come to singapore then most of my ingame friend went for outing... really enjoy alot... too bad all jokers dunno how to use camera one... whole 2 days outing only took 1 pic... very jia lat leh... after this week i'm a free man lo... can enjoy lo.... wahahaha....

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Lucky today i was only half day work... reach home ard 2pm.. when i open the door i was SHOCKED... my sis is trying to commit suicide... she turned on all the gas at home close all the window... she told me something happened between she and her bf... i damn heart pain seeing her like tht... she's slping now... whole day got to look after her... love really can hurt alot... you wont understand it unless u encounter it before... SAD~~