Loneliness

Hai~~ Just went to see "her" blog again.. i keep telling myself not to see her blog but i juz cant control myself and keep reading it at least once per day.. everytime seeing new post of her being so happy wif her bf, i feel so heart pain.. even if tht's so, i still cant stop myself from readin it... i dunno y... till now, everynight still havin a hard time slpin... whenever i closed my eyes, her image just appears... i juz cant forget her... i still love her... watever things i do now, keep remindin me of her... feel real heart pain...

6yrs nvr celerbrate christmas alone... this comin christmas is my first festival alone... i dunno how am i going to survive thru it..

To all those couples out there... treasure wat u hav and secure it... dun be like me... it's too late to regret now..

I still remember one of my friend use to tell me this.. What ever happens, Life goes on... till now i'm still livin memories... i still LOVE her...

Hyper Tired...

Thought after NDP can have a good rest.. but NO!!!! now, kenna OPS till 23Nov... wah lan... they really wan my life ar?? i'll die early... too many stuff to do this few weeks... i really tired liao... i really going to be crazy liao... but this weekend quite enjoyful... cuz got friend come to singapore then most of my ingame friend went for outing... really enjoy alot... too bad all jokers dunno how to use camera one... whole 2 days outing only took 1 pic... very jia lat leh... after this week i'm a free man lo... can enjoy lo.... wahahaha....

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Lucky today i was only half day work... reach home ard 2pm.. when i open the door i was SHOCKED... my sis is trying to commit suicide... she turned on all the gas at home close all the window... she told me something happened between she and her bf... i damn heart pain seeing her like tht... she's slping now... whole day got to look after her... love really can hurt alot... you wont understand it unless u encounter it before... SAD~~

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Turning point

Finally my life is reaching a turning point... A MAJOR turning point... after went thru so much shit in my work, finally i get to post to somewhere relax, no more midnight calls from office, no more weekend burn, no more meeting and OT till super LATE night.. at last i'm free... but.. ALONE.... "she" seems very happy wif her new life now... much much happier then when she's wif me.. hai~~ wat to do? i'm just a lousy bf... nvm~~~ now my life is changing... dunno is it from good to worst? or worst to good... but now all i waiting is for the reply from migration side... once confirm, my new life will begin... maybe it's gonna be worst then now.. who noes??? but i tell myself 1 thing... this is my final chance... i got to go all the way out...

but 1 thing for sure is, no more relationship is gonna happen in my life again... dun trust love anymore.... now the only thing i trust is MONEY and Result...

Nothing else matters....

Devil within me is coming out... no one will wan to c it... but too bad... that's me... no more hiding inside.. i'm gonna release all out.. in order to success, i'm gonna be a Devil...

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Hell Period

Y does all bad things happens at the same time?? Stupid LAB inspection coming this week.. Weekend burned, body break down still gotta work.. when body starts to recover, wat come next is... A PAIR OF SWOLLEN EYES.. wah kao.. really suay like hell.. and the stupid match of Newcastle vs Tottenham makes me lost $$$... hai~~ life still move on.. time nvr wait for me.. but the happy thing to look forward is the end of year trip coming soon... and one more good news is...... i got extra bonus on NOV'07.. wahahaha... can buy PS3 lo.... HOPE tonight's Liverpool's match dun disappoint me... am really suprised that arsenal won 7-0.. tht's insane... ok i got to go pray for liverpool's victory tonight... *gonez...

*update.. while i was posting this new post, my mom told me a good news... i strike 4D... hahah.. won $60. not bad... and the winning no is my "ex"s hp no...